Eyes, Heart and Mind

2011-11-22T18:38:00.001-08:00

I am thinking of removing this blog. Should I ?

Random.

2011-10-18T03:23:00.001-07:00

siang panas. matahari terik macam nak tembus kulit. malam sejuk sampai gna 2 blanket. :D

For that, I thank you

2011-10-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Its been ages
since the last time we met
I am so sorry that, I am too busy with stuffs
although we seldom talk
but you should know that I always thinking of you

your smile, your eyes
the way you laugh
the way you talk

gosh I miss those days

when we can argue over stupid things for the whole day long
when we always talk about random stuff
how you always say that you wanted a house next to mine.

how I like eating your food instead of mine
how I joke about the way you speak
now I even miss the way you scolded me when I eat chicken instead of fish.

People say you are beautiful, nice, intelligent
but for me you are just the silly you. stupid as me. idiot. joker.
we laugh, we cried, we made each others day.
In the short period of time,
you have been the best thing that ever happen to me
for that, I thank you.

Peace :)

hmm.

2011-10-10T00:57:00.000-07:00

finals coming up
I dont like my life from now onwards until my last paper
So I am truly sorry if I become cranky and a pain in the ass. :)

Monster behind the Door

2011-09-28T02:19:00.000-07:00

I dont want to remember you. please :(

Mak kata

2011-09-09T06:01:00.001-07:00

Mak kata kalau nak cari husband, cari yang penyabar macam bapak :)

Eid Melbourne style

2011-09-08T16:07:00.000-07:00

Selamat hari raya guys (kenyit mata sebelah tengok ke langit)

Mari Memasak bersama KAMI!

2011-09-08T16:05:00.000-07:00

Malam raya. We still have class the next day though. Who cares. Raya!

Before raya

2011-09-08T16:03:00.000-07:00

This is how we celebrate it :)

JANGAN BANYAK CAKAP.

2011-07-16T14:49:00.000-07:00

Dengar saja ogeh :)

RADIO REVOLUTION

2011-07-15T16:51:00.000-07:00

Last night, I went to sleep with Adele's and Meg and Dia lullaby. Before I am able to sleep, I was wondering, few weeks before, I went to sleep listening to other songs. Tu baru weeks, not years before. And then I looked at my phone, wah. canggih dah sekarang. Dengar lagu guna handphone. hahahaha.


At first I used to listen to this thing. I think it was back when I was in early high school. Sanggup beli kaset nak dengar lagu backstreetboys. heh hampeh. haha

And then maju sikit, guna discman, this one save me lots of money. I just download my fav songs into my laptop and burn it into a disc. Same thing, I used to have this when I was in Form 3. Boarding school takleh bawak laptop. ceh.

Maju sikit masa masuk form 4. Sebab discman besar super. MP3 is more convenient and tak payah nak beli bateri AA kalau dah kong. :P


And then tadaaaaa mp5! Boleh tgk video. No more just sound no image. :D

Sebab pemalas nak carik banyak2 gambar, now there is iphone and ipod which I really want to posses one day. Maybe next year. uuuyeahhh. Tengok suma gadget2 ni rasa macam dah tua sangat dah sekarang ni. Dulu kaset je. sekarang suma fail kecik2. hmm..

I WANT TO BE LIKE CLAIRE!!

2011-07-12T16:54:00.000-07:00

If I can be a superhero, I want to be like CLAIRE BENNET!

Do you guys know her?

Here. BAMMMM

Claire is the girl in the middle. Duhhh. nama pun Claire.

I like Claire the most because she has the power of lizard!! I love the power minus the lizard! Can you imagine, you accidentally cut your hand and then for like 40 seconds later, wallahh!! The cut disappear without any scars. hah! Who does not want that? Most of all, I dont have to worry about the pimple scars :P

If I have this superpower, I would like to run from Melbourne back to Malaysia which I don't care how long it would take me because yeah if I dislocate my knees or something I just can fix it rightaway. Oh that's heaven! hahaha. That means that I dont have to worry about plane tickets hotels or anything. I just need food. How awesome is that?

Batman pun kalah sebab batman only have the extra advanced gadget to fight his opponent. Batman jadi superhero pun sebab kaya. Tak aci owh. Its better to be cicakman rather than Batman. Superman is awesome too. Because he can FLY! and STRONG. I want to marry Superman if I can because later on our child will able to fly and I don't have to worry if the child getting hurt because she/he can heal by him/herself. ;P

Furthermore, Claire is HOT! and she's a cheerleader! Oh it can be expected that she is a cheerleader since she can bend her body and be very flexible. She's a lizard, in human version. hahaha. So if I am not good with my study, I can continue my career as dancer or gymnast or anything. Best kan kan kan. :D

So, no to Batman, no to Superman, no to Power Rangers, say Hello Claire Bennet :))

2011-06-22T18:50:00.000-07:00

This is a very superb cover!

just thoughts

2011-05-05T07:53:00.000-07:00

Why the hell should I care about the others when I don't even give a damn about me myself at all?

2011-04-17T20:20:00.001-07:00

i want to play this song badly. with guitar. grr.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWDk3RZAFZM&feature=related

humm

2011-04-17T11:00:00.001-07:00

i feel the lines
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G6Kspj3OO0s

:(

2011-04-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

microbes.. please dont be that harsh to me, i want to cry already :(

2011-03-28T22:18:00.000-07:00

this song really gets me. But it did not relate to my life at all. Its maybe the way she sang? She's AWESOME.

2011-03-25T12:05:00.001-07:00

gua baru break ngn awek gua. bukan sbb gua dah xsuka dia. tp gua kesian kan dia. sbb gua busy gila. gua takut kalo gua teruskan hubungan ni, huru hara jadinya sbb takut xsempat nk amik berat pasal dia. ini lah decision paling hardcore penah gua buat. tp hari2 gua rindu dia. bila gua rindu, gua tgk wall dia. siyes gua rindu kat dia. i still love her. i just dont know the best way we can be together. i am sorry. i miss u so much.

yes i miss u

T_T

2011-03-25T12:01:00.001-07:00

im an idiot!

damn

2011-02-06T23:55:00.001-08:00

everything pisses me off. fuck.

Cik Teka Teki

2011-01-12T06:35:00.000-08:00

Dalam banyak-banyak bunga, bunga apa yang tak macam bunga langsung?

It is a new year already!

2011-01-11T05:05:00.001-08:00

Tup tap tup tap dah tahun baru rupanya.

2011! welcome welcome!

In relation with new year, since everybody talk about their resolution, I didn't bother to tell you guys about mine. Forget it. You will never know. Bluek!

Oh before that, goodbye 2010. You will always be missed! Many good and bad things happen during that year ;)

Antara benda2 yang dah berlaku dalam 2010:

Fly off to Melbourne. Seriously aku takpenah percaya aku boleh belaja sampai ke Melben, Aku ingat aku sambung study kat UM je. Tak pun kat UiTM. Thank you Allah :)
Meeting new people in new environment. Yang ni satu cabaran nak mati wat aku. Ingat aku senang-senang nak adapt ngan situation baru ke? Susah lah ngong! Lagi-lagi orang pendiam macam aku ni haa. PENDIAMM. siapa tak setuju, kau wat diam2 je. Aku tanak layan. hahaha. Tanak cite ah pasal mende ni. Sampai sekarang taktau lah dah boleh adapt ke tak dgn culture lain nih. Anyway, thanks guys who has been friends to me. I really appreciate that :)
Been in a pretty long damn relationship. Mesti korang nak muntah dah kan dengar cerita cerita pasal relationship ni en? Takpe2. Aku tak cite in detail pun. Aku nak cakap kat sini yang communication is a key for this relationship and honestly, aku rasa communication ni jugak lah satu masalah. Ye lah sorang dah tengah malam sorang lagi baru balik main bola. Nak communicate cemane nye en. Hahaha. Takpelah. Eh tapi ingat tau. Communication tu baru satu kunci, Banyak lagi kunci2 lain. Aku tak pro lam mende ni. So jangan tanya aku. :)
Be an independent person. Yang ni sape tak independent jugak kalau dah pegi negara orang, aku taktau la. Memang nak kena babap jadi lempeng. Mak bapak dah jauh en, so harapkan diri sendiri je lah. Plus kawan2 yang sudi membantu. Yes u guys are the best! hehe. Dulu takpernah2 nak call orang complain sal internet lembap lah mende lah en. Sekarang ni haa ambek kau. Suma bende kena buat sendiri. Kau tak basuh baju, kau pakai la baju busuk tu sepanjang tahun. Haha. Contoh gila hiperbola nak mati.
Aku masak wehh!!. See, benda remeh2 pun boleh wat jadi bangga. Hahaha. Weh aku dah reti masak wehh!! Jangan ejek aku lagi dah! Aku reti masak! Yang simple2 lah tapi. Kalau kau suruh aku masak rendang ayam tu aku surrender la. Setakat Mi maggi tu ko bagi je aku masak. AKU RETI MASAK MENDE TU. hahaha
Make a friend in the tram. Yang ni takleh blah. Cani cani. Aku pegi la shopping mall XX (bukan nama betul la ek. Nama betul dia DFO) ni. Aku pegi sesorang sebab aku ingat member aku dah tunggu kat sana. So aku pegi la. Tup tup, aku sampai je kat mall tu member aku dah balik dah. Laaaa. Pastu aku cam orang gila la jalan sengsorang. Nasib baik ada mp3. Tak lah macam orang gila sangat. Haa. Lepas aku shopping punya shopping, aku nak balik lah rumah kawan aku ni guna tram. Tiba2 ada akak tu tego aku. Dia cakap dia ada tego aku dalam mall tadi. Aku angguk je sebab aku tak dengar pun apa dia cakap. Aku angguk sebab dengar lagu metal je. So akak tu pun excited lah pastu aku tak cakap pape pun dia dah cite kat aku memacam. Since aku pendiam, aku dengar je la cite dia sambil senyum2. Haa. Kenal tak sampai 3 minit kitorang dah borak sampai setengah jam. Amek kau. Sampai terlepas stop tram aku. Hahaha

Aku rasa cukup lah sampai 6 je dulu ek. Penat dah ni nak taip. Korang lak, apa yang best jadi tahun 2010 korang? (Aku tau takde orang baca blog ni. takyah jawab pun takpe. Aku random je tanya :))

on your special day!

2010-11-30T06:37:00.000-08:00

sayang happy birthday!!!!
sorry tau takde hadiah or whatsoever
nnti kita jumpa i bagi tau tau

semoga panjang umur murah rezeki and sukses selalu
takmo smoking2 and mencarut2 lagi dah
dah makin besar dah kan?

ok lah. happy birthday again sayang!

loads of love,
eein :)

holidays

2010-11-24T16:30:00.000-08:00

my holidays are great. Go and munching everything that i had craving for. Waffle, sushi, nasi ayam, nasi campur and all. Oh well, I'm going out with my friends too. They were all growing up already. When we went to the Sushi King yesterday, the cashier claimed that we looked like we are in tertiary educational level ( I don't understand why the cashier told us about that. urgh). We used to be called as budak2 wherever we go. Tak best nyaaa

And I went to the beach as well. Nice one but not many people there. I wish someday I want to swim with you. To be more specific, I want to wrestle you under the sea water. Bahahahahaha

My family doing great. Everybody going home since my brother is getting married. Mama and Ayah looks very happy. I'm very happy for them too.

I'll update more later. You take care of yourself. Study harder for your uni exam. I know you can do it :)

2010-11-20T10:55:00.000-08:00

babe, i love you. always. whatever happens. n i miss you. take care n have a niceeee holiday. kim slm kt mama ngn ayah ye:)

hujan

2010-10-12T05:29:00.000-07:00

Today is Tuesday (12 October 2010). There are only about.. hmm.. (counting with finger) .. 16 more days before the final exam second semester. Now the tense is rising up high to the sky. Really need to geared up and revising all the subject. Who says that university is a bit relaxing? Nope. Not at all! When the exam is around the corner, there is one unusual symptom that are marked as a sign of exam fever. This may not occur to everyone, but MOSTLY people do have this symptom. THE EXAM FEVER symptom is eating more than 6 times per day or more accurately, eat every time you see food! Orang kata makan saja sebab perlukan tenaga untuk study. Well, my brain said yes please but my legs ask me not to eat a lot! haaa badan, tolong jangan buat macam ni :(

oh well, in relation to the title of this post, today is raining. I like the smell of rain. It reminds me of rain :P

errr

2010-10-08T04:52:00.000-07:00

saya stress buat research proposal ni!! siapa nak tolong saya buat? nanti bagi upah air teh kotak. huuuu. stress betul lah. exam dah dekat tapi tak larat dah nak study sebab asek kena siapkan assignment. huaaaaa :'(

hari

2010-09-27T15:51:00.000-07:00

jom kira kira hari
berapa hari lagi nak balik ni
tak sabar dah
nak makan puas2
hohoho
o mak aih. besar betul anjing tu
toodles!

remember

2010-09-26T17:14:00.000-07:00

remember this song.
remember the moment.
remember the past.
remember the resolution.
remember the promises.

cry

2010-09-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

when facade look appear
nobody knows whether it hurt or not
to be in happy and sad at the same time.

2010-09-07T00:56:00.000-07:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=417299619792&ref=mf

i love you:)

love

2010-09-06T20:35:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU FOR 1 YEAR! how cool is that ;)
hahaha

sakit perut

2010-08-23T06:47:00.000-07:00

oh mungkin tajuk entry ini pelik
tapi ini benar.
sakit perut memang sakit

oh ya. bercakap tentang sakit perut
baru ingt tak cerita lagi berpuasa di melben
oh berpuasa di sini sungguh berbeza
yelah org islam je yang berpuasa kan
kalau pergi ke campus center, ada kemungkinan untuk membeli fries kerana lupa sedang berpuasa
dengan kesejukan sekarang, fuh mencabar
siapa kata puasa time winter tu senang?
susah wo! kena tahan sejuk dan angin kencang
tak sampai 3 jam lepas makan pun dah lapa balik
ok dah membebel
sakit perut. wuwu

p/s miqdad i miss u :)

pagi

2010-08-22T13:36:00.000-07:00

hari ini bangun sahur
(yeay berjaya!)
agak2 nnti tertido tak dalam lecture?
hurmm..
selamat pagi semuanya! :)

seimbang

2010-08-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

kat mana2 pun kita berada
keseimbangan sangat diperlukan
sebab itu la kita belajar equilibria dalam chemistry
buoyancy law pun cerita benda yang sama

secara general, kita pun perlu seimbang kan diri
sosial, belajar, exercise badan, semayang, puasa suma perlu seimbang
kalau tak seimbang, haa itu la yang bawak masalah

bukan semua orang boleh seimbangkan semuanya
tapi ada yang telah berjaya
kepada yg telah berjaya
mari lah kita berkongsi idea macam mana nak seimbangkan diri. :)

hujan

2010-08-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

pabila keluar rumah
hari kelihatan cerah sekali
ohh gembiranya!

pabila otw nak ke kampus
angin yg kencang mula menampar badan
sehingga berjalan senget2 seperti ketam

setelah aku sampai ke dalam kelas
hari tiba2 hujan
oh bipolar betul perangai mu wahai cuaca

p/s: harini sangat penat. penat dengan semuanya.

students

2010-08-19T05:49:00.000-07:00

makin lama aku kat sini
makin sakit otak aku belajar
mungkin sebab aku malas
mungkin sebab aku lembap nak pick up suma ilmu yg ada
mungkin juga sebab aku ingat aku dah paham tapi lepas tu aku tak paham satu pun
mungkin sebab sebab lain
yang pasti aku rasa aku akan nangis kalau selalu jadi macam ni.
tapi aku rasa aku masih bertahan untuk serap semua ilmu tu
tolong lah, aku perlu kan TENAGA
mee sapi pun jadi lah.
uu sedap nya.

2010-07-27T11:28:00.001-07:00

i miss my baby damn a lot=((

2010-07-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

new song.
i wish i can go home.
kontra gila ngn lagu ni
hahaha

nak dgr?
hhaa tekan sini

2010-07-20T07:09:00.000-07:00

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands,
Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look I can't describe,
You make me feel like I'm alive,
When everything else is au fait,
Without a doubt you're on my side,
Heaven has been away too long,
Can't find the words to write this song,
Oh...
Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,
The way it is,
It's not a secret anymore,
'cause we've been through that before,
From tonight I know that you're the only one,
I've been confused and in the dark,
Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,
I don't argue like this,
With anyone but you,
I wonder why it is,
I wont let my guard down,
For anyone but you
We do it all the time,
Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,
Just like an angel off the page,
You have appeared to my life,
Feel like I'll never be the same,
Just like a song in my heart,
Just like oil on my hands

survived!

2010-07-18T21:54:00.000-07:00

yeay. i'm survived on the first day of sem 2!
*pat pat on the shoulder* ;)

p/s rumah takdak air. macam mana nak makan ni???

sydney was awesome!

2010-07-18T00:15:00.000-07:00

quick late update. (i dont think this is an update.)
i went to sydney on 12th until 15th.
with bunch of friends and couple of tour guide. haha
it was awesome!
went sightseeing at university of sydney and then went to chinese garden after that to the opera house and the docks?
i dunno the name. harbour something perhaps?
OH YEA! darling harbour
its beautiful
met the silverman (tho he was quite scary at first)
we took picasa and it was awesome!

me at the chinese garden

us at unisyd. look how small we are.

pakcik silverman. i think he is pak cik. cam tua je. haha

lagi. budak kecik menjejak kaki di opera house

yet still a lil sad because only three of us. me wani and mia since usually we gonna take pic of complete 6 .

the trio. rakan2 yang len seperti hasnor liyana dan rose. kita ambek gamba bersama lagi nanti yea. takbest la tak cukup org :(

next day we went to featherdale park. awesome!
met and squash squeeze the koala and wallaby. luckily kangaroos are hiding at their refuge centre
oh yea, i played with goat's horn too!!
AWESOME!

tak ingat la yg tu kangaroo ka wallaby

a day after that we went to blue mountain
took 2 hours using train
and it was freaking cold!!
colder than melbourne in winter.haish =.=
naik train, cable car and did a lil jungle trekking
since it is ultimately cold, we frequently consumed (haha vocab sumpah tak berkembang) hot choc and chips. nice combination for a cold day. weee
met the 3 sister's rocks
they are really ROCKS! i mean cool rock not the stone but the other rocks
hahahahaha fun fun fun

on the last day, we went to Paddy's market (which is similar to Victoria market in Melbourne) to buy some souvenir. honestly, we can get like 90% of the goods sell there in victoria market except for the i love sydney tshirt. haha

so that was the way i spent fraction of my winter hols on other people's place. syndey, check. next destination: any suggestion?

heeee

2010-07-12T04:12:00.000-07:00

smile?

2010-07-11T00:03:00.000-07:00

A smile can make people surround us and ourselves happy

you look cute when you smile

so

whatever happens, just smile

then

give positive reaction to it

all the best for your upcoming tests and presentations

REMEMBER

smile :)

you can do it better :)

(macam iklan colgate. haha :D)

2010-07-10T07:19:00.000-07:00

Despondent, distracted,
You're vicious and romantic;
These are a few of my favorite things.
All of those flavors and
This is what you choose:
Past the blues, past the blues,
And on to something new,

Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
So if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.

Yeah, we're stubborn and melodramatic,
A real class act.
You see, I know a few of your favorite things.
Five in the morning and all comes out pouring,
Love, out the same way in.

Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
Now if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.

Something real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
I said real, make it timeless,
An act of God and nothing less will be accepted.
Now if you're calling me out,
Then count me out.

baby baby baby

2010-07-09T22:48:00.000-07:00

my baby baby baby baby babyyyyy!!!

me missing u sososososo muchhhh!!

my baaabbbbyyyyy bucuuukkkkkkk comelll sayanggg miqdaddd takkkk???????

miqdad cayangggg babbyyyyy banyakkk banyakkkk banyakkk gilerr sampai miqdadd mati masokkk kuburrrrr!! Heeee:DD

random

2010-07-08T20:56:00.000-07:00

Bold the statements that ARE true to you . Italicize the statements that you WISH were true . Leave the fibs alone . Then , tag 5 people to do the same test .

I'm 170cm tall

I dont know what i want at the moment

Im not happy

I hate my life

I hate my friends

I hate my grades

I can drive

Im bored of driving

I have a white handbag

I love dancing

I go clubbing every week

Shopping is bullshit

I have a tattoo of a star

I got my navel pierced

I have friends that take drugs

90% of my friends smoke

I still hangout with my ex, eventhough our break up was rather nasty

Im studying fashion

I have a bussiness running

I hate cartoons

I hate someone

I have 10 lolipops handbags

I buy CLEO every month

My parents dont know about my blog

I have an ipod

I dont have faith in the current "one."

My school mates know about my blog

I wanted to be a fashion designer

I love rock emo bands

I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups

Im a rebel

I dont believe in love

High school's filled with drama

My parents have faith in me

I've bought shoes this month

A blogger bitched about me before

I hate sports

I heart italians food

I hate meeting new people

I hate nail polish

The mother bear gives me hugs

People should start appreciating me

High school was the worst time of my life

I have red hair

One Utama is my second home

Im a guy

Im scared of my Biology exam which im going to face tomorrow

I hate vacations

We'll last :)

I believe in long distance relationships

Im going to get high and smoke weed one day soon

I've robbed an old lady

Im starting to start applying make-up

I was a tomboy

At times i think i still am a tomboy

I love bitching about people behind their backs

I still have a bestfriend

I have a cat

I hate surprised parties

I hate planning parties

Im hot :P..hehehe...

Im a sinner

I've got a DS Light

I have a WII

I can live without music

Video games are a waste of time

I miss the father bear

I love being in love

I know how to cook

I have 100% freedom

Boys are assholes

I hate math

Im happy with what i have

I love horror films

I slept in my parent's room for 3 days after watching Scream when i was kid

My old friends keep in touch with me

I dont read newspapers

The news is such a waste of time

Blogging is a waste of time

I hate animals

I cant live without make-up

I curse like a pirate

Im happy with my 11 year old car

I hate people that are smart

I love Orange juice

I cant drink for nuts

I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity

I've got a new phone

Im going to get a pair of new shoes by the end of this month

I love swimming

I haven't worked out since March

I think im fat

I love my friends and family

friends to tag : anyone. i forgot where did i get this thing from :/

cuti

2010-06-28T19:30:00.000-07:00

huih cuti cuti
bangun, makan, tgk tv, makan, jalan, makan, tido
nice one!
hahahahaha

mumbling babble

2010-06-23T07:34:00.000-07:00

my last paper was this morning
my hols start now
yeay a month of zero study-related workloads

moral of the day, just let it out, dont keep it in yourself.
it will kill you slowly

from zero to two. it is easy.
from two to five. it is very hard.
be patient and you will able to tackle them.
will make it happen. no matter what.
itu azam baru :)

2010-06-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

sayang, i love you every single second i breath.

no matter what happen between us. they are just obstacles we need to get through and im sure we can do it. baby, i love u more than i can say=)

oldies

2010-06-18T15:52:00.000-07:00

I've been searching for you
I heard a cry within my soul
I've never had a yearning quite like this before
Now that you are walking right through my door

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

A sacred gift of heaven
For better, worse, wherever
And I would never let somebody break you down
Nor take your crown, never

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And everytime I've always known
That you were there, upon your throne
A lonely queen without her king
I longed for you, my love forever

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

All of my life
Where have you been?
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
And if that day comes
I know we could win
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again
I wonder if I'll ever see you again

Lenny Kravits - Again
i heard this song when i was in primary school. i still do like this song up until now. :)

oh kawan

2010-06-16T04:34:00.000-07:00

hey guys, lama tak bagi update. ni eein by the way. not miqdad.

so lately being freakin busy with exams and all
biology? susah.. chemistry? even harder.. indonesia? haha nasibb. ntah la pa jadi..
nama pun exam. kalau mun senang nang nipu la ohh
sebab hell susah. mok nangis jawab
otak dah mok pecah belaja pun sik dapat jawab
huuuuwaaaaaaa :(

ok dalam seminggu gik dah mok cuti winter
yeay i like cuti
cuti sebulan. pk mok balit tapi sik dapat balit
sik hal lah. stay jak la :( :(

pa gik oh? oh aritok sejok lalu
plus angin cam sik reti bahasa bertiup tiup
maybe ada storm.
harap2 elektrik sik putus
sebab malam tok mok nangga world cup
ilang tensen = nangga worldcup?
hahahaha

anyway, i miss my fren
jiban bidai juju seha umi effa noor esther akma erm sapa gik?
komrad2 lepak laa
rindu mok lepak ngn torg :( :( :(
dah membesar torang tek?
jaga dirik aa.. boh berolah! sekok2 jak curang nektok ooo
p/s umi, boh curang2 kelak mek paluk~
hahaha

ok dah lah merepak.
will update later. bai bai~

(entry ini majoriti menggunakan bahasa sarawak kerana alasan tertentu.)

2010-06-14T00:25:00.001-07:00

Each time I miss you, a star falls down from the sky. So, if you looked
up at the sky and found it dark with no stars, it is all your

fault. You made me miss you too much!

=DDDDD

2010-06-13T07:19:00.001-07:00

rindu :(

gila.

2010-06-10T17:53:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari gila
tido pukul sembilan malam
bangun pukul lapan
taksedar diri nak exam
takhabis study pun
memang cari nahas
gila gila

hari ini
sejuk gila
boleh main asap2
macam orang gila takpernah tengok asap
sungguh gila

hari ini hari gila
mari kita belajar gila gila
sapa pandai kita juga
jum lalalala

(agak2 ni pantun ke lirik lgu?) :P
random nak mati.

hApPy niNtH mOnThSaRy bAbY=)

2010-06-07T05:06:00.000-07:00

can you sleep as the sound hits your ears?
one at a time
an unspoken balance here
unabridged for so many years

that I should stare at
receivers
to receive her
isn't fair

don't worry I'll catch you
don't worry I'll catch you
don't ever worry

your arms in mine
any time
wouldn't trade anything
you're still my everything

to my suprise
before my eyes
you arrive

don't worry I'll catch you
don't worry I'll catch you
don't ever worry

still breaking old habits,
habits
you pulled the wool over me
and I can see everything
everything
remembering
Jinx removing

don't worry I'll catch you
don't wory I'll catch you
don't ever worry

no need for reminding
you're still all that matters to me...

i love you forever baby<3<3

urgh

2010-06-04T00:47:00.000-07:00

ear bleeding.

AGAIN!

haih.

2010-06-02T21:12:00.000-07:00

curly asshole? u fucking bloody hell tempe think ure good enuf to call me that name? one day i'll find u i beat u ................................................................................ mark my words asshole. if i werent a student i would have kill u. NICE ASSHOLE SECURITY. Fuck u To the enD

2010-05-31T04:53:00.000-07:00

merindui byk bende. pedihnyeT.T

tears?

2010-05-31T02:42:00.000-07:00

i miss them..

:(

mansion

2010-05-27T02:08:00.001-07:00

prison in our own mansion
how bad would it be?

pretty damn bad :(

words.

2010-05-25T04:20:00.000-07:00

straw - berry
captain - first mate

hero - psychic
sun - shine

peanut butter - jelly
smoke - high

prince - princess
sweet tooth - dentist

shoes - lace
pencil - paper

butterfly - belly
chills - first date

rain - cloud and storm
cold - winter

apple - pie
:D

2010-05-24T05:17:00.001-07:00

hermm.
takboleh mengeluh
kata nak jadi pandai
takboleh takboleh
hmm..
tido lah.

2010-05-20T11:08:00.000-07:00

hari ni saya pakai gelang hitam yg azreena bg kt saye lame dulu. lame dah.

lame xpakai. saye hidu gelang tu(tade keje). oh my God.. it still got her smell.

it makes me feel missing her so deep that i am speechless tonight. i miss her so much.

tringat moments we spent together sebelum ni. but she's too far away now. ive no idea to whom i should cry on. tp nk wat cemane da takdir cani. kan2? xpela. sayang, i nk bgtau u sekali lg i sedar betapa i sayang u sampai i xtau cemane nk ungkap dgn lidah sendiri. rase kebas je lidah. tp dlm hati ni da membengkak mcm pau kacang hitam(sedap sial). never felt like this before.

donut itu bulat, lepat itu segi empat, celorot itu silinder. tp cinta saye kt awk xkire dlm bentuk ape skali. kalau ade satu billion bentuk dlm dunia ni skalipun, cinta saye pada awk lg byk bentuk. sebab saye dan awak, awak dan saye BENTUK cinta tu dgn baek n sempurna.

Azreena Jamahari. name yg cantik(bole la) yg mewarnai hati dan jasad saye.

saya cintakan awak selame-lamenya. i love u baby=))

pencarian

2010-05-16T00:50:00.000-07:00

apa yang kita cari sebenarnya??

kejayaan??

kekayaan??

kebahagiaan??

atau

mungkin satu kehidupan yang diredhai untuk menuju ke kehidupan yang hakiki nanti?

2010-05-10T04:22:00.000-07:00

im speechlessT.T

mak, mama, mom...

2010-05-08T20:32:00.000-07:00

ma,
kalau org cakap anak mama ni tak penyayang,
diorg tipu,

walaupun anak mama ni selalu tak online skype,
selalu mama yang call skype anak mama ni tapi tak berjawab,

walaupun anak mama selalu menyusahkan mama,
selalu merajuk dengan mama sbb tak bagi keluar atau takbagi apa2 anak mama nak.

walaupun anak mama selalu tak wish birthday mama
walaupun anak mama selalu buat bodoh ka hari2 spesial untuk mama
seperti hari mama dan befday mama dan anniversary mama

tapi mama percaya lah
anak mama ingat semua tu
anak mama ingat mama

anak mama sayang mama

tapi anak mama ni malu nak cakap
tapi yang pasti

saya sayang mama :)
selamat hari ibu mama!

the 8th

2010-05-07T14:58:00.001-07:00

the picture describes it all. happy the 8th :)

saya kena tagged. aha aha

2010-05-06T07:19:00.000-07:00

five name that people called you

1; azreena

2; eein

3; ina

4; ara

5; itik :)

five important dates in ur life
mesti 5 ke? alaa...

1; 24 march

2; 4 april

3; 9 julai

4; 1 Mac

5; 14 ogos, 6 Julai, 7 september. sori terlebih :P

five things u've done yesterday
1; on9
2; going to lectures,labs and tutorials
3; doing homework
4; makan
5; tido, ooyeh

five ways to be happy
1; torture other people
2; torture CT and john tukol
3; torture miqdad :P
4; makan sepuas hati
5; karoke! (juju kita sama!) :)

five favourite movies/dramas ?
1; sin can
2; doremon
3; up
4; greys anatomy
5; cita kungfu. haiyaa

five favourite hobbies
1; makan
2; makan
3; online
4; kacau org
5; kacau org. heee

five favourite people
1; family
2; miqdad
3; Bestfrends
4; foe
5; hmm. cleaners. :D

five favourite places for vacation
1; bintulu, sarawak
2; greece
3; new zealand
4; india
5; ireland

five reasons you answer the survey
1; penat
2; mengantuk
3; juju tag
4; lepas tension buat kerja rumah
5; saja suka suka ;p

5 persons to tag. randomly picked
1; rose
2; sepuah
3; seha
4; achnor
5; hisyam

2010-05-05T03:57:00.001-07:00

Eeing Eng Ong Ung.

Loving it! hahaha WTFLOLLL!!

saya

2010-04-28T00:50:00.000-07:00

i really need a break

from something

that tests my patience

please.

shits

2010-04-27T01:06:00.000-07:00

it blowing up my mind
boom boom boom
blah!

2010-04-26T10:10:00.000-07:00

babe.

im sori da lame xon9 xcontact u. ive been a lil bit busy recently wif presentation, matches, discussion and shits. im so sori sayang. i miss u. i love u sayang. <3

i wish

2010-04-25T08:37:00.001-07:00

i wish..

i can understand myself

what do i want

i wish..

i can become a baby back

and eat as much brovil as i can

i wish..

mom is here

to comfort me

to scold me for not studying

i wish..

CT is here

for me to squeeze her flabby tummy

very cosy and funny

i wish..

i do know what i am suppose to do or feel

so that i do not wish to be misunderstood

and hard feeling toward each other

i wish..

i wish..

i wish..

friday!

2010-04-23T01:58:00.000-07:00

friday
i love friday

the day of least class and lectures
the day to do weekly cleaning
the day to do cooking
the day to watch movie
the day to release the tense

and the day i least chatting with him
thats the part that i dont like about friday

but putting that aside,
i LOVE friday!

saye SAYANG awak

2010-04-20T05:52:00.000-07:00

Oh Bintang..
Paling jauh..
Ku cuba utk mengutipmu
Semalam aku terjatuh..
Kau sambut walau berdegup
Sejuknya malam itu
Musim bunga atau salju

Oh Bintang..
Paling jauh..
Ku cuba utk mengutipmu
Semalam aku terjatuh..
Kau dakap walaupun halus
Sejuknya di malam itu
Musim bunga atau salju
Bertemu...

Gugurlah bintang
Langit terang
Di taman sepi mimpiku
Gugurlah bintang
Langit terang
Di taman sepi mimpiku

Oh Bintang..
Paling jauh..
Ku cuba utk mengutipmu
Semalam aku terjatuh..
Kau sambut walau berdegup
Sejuknya malam itu
Musim bunga atau salju

Gugurlah bintang
Langit terang
Di taman sepi mimpiku
Gugurlah bintang
Langit terang
Di taman sepi mimpiku
Lagu bintang...di taman sepi mimpiku
Lagu bintang...di taman sepi mimpiku
Sepi mimpiku

just for u. i love u my baby.=D

officially

2010-04-20T05:25:00.000-07:00

in the middle doing fact sheet for biotech.
my mind wandering around
searching for him.

haaaaaaaaaaa....

sudahhh....

p/s i miss u. huwaaa

2010-04-19T04:55:00.000-07:00

PBL..

SDL..

TEST..

GILA!! aku TANAK jadi doktor!

what a long dayy

2010-04-16T16:18:00.000-07:00

+ kelas sampai pukul 1
+ balik rumah kul 2.30
+ operasi masak2 habis kul 4
+ trtido sampai kul 6
+ pegi men futsal dan melepak sampai kul 11
+ siapkan kerja rumah sampai kul 2
+ tgk titanic sampai kul 4
+ tertido tgk cita ntah pe nma cite tu

PENAT :(

2010-04-16T05:22:00.000-07:00

Babe!

Saye baru pas mkn ni. Just wanna let u know that i just had 20 SLICES of pizzas!!

Hehe! Congratulation to me! N I miss u too baby. So much. :DD <3

SAYE

2010-04-15T04:04:00.000-07:00

SAYE ialah saye..

Saye merupakan partner baru blog ni a.k.a crime partner itek gebu kuning ( iaitu azreena jamahari) yg juga satu satunya girlfriend saya setakat ini. Ngeee.. saye sebenarnye takut nk mempublish such statement karena saye takut dia berubah wajah menjadi seorang rerimau perempuan yg sgt sial menakutkan. namun begitu, i'll take the risk. :DD

So, selamat datang semua ke half blog saye n half blog eein. Sila lah melawat selalu utk mengetahui perkembangan dunia avatar sekarang neh.( tidak berkaitan).

Heeee... Grassy ass!( gracias!!)

you

2010-04-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

every time i see the stars in the sky, i see you.
yes,
you.

. . .

2010-03-22T02:30:00.000-07:00

can someone give me a hug? :(

the pressure is ON

2010-03-20T23:22:00.000-07:00

while listening to toni braxton's song,
(lagu yesterdia yang dia nyanyi best)
i'm doing multi tasks

completing mastering biology

trying to figure out the answer for chemistry questions that i got wrong

thinking about biotech presentation

browsing the net to complete biology lab report

finding article for biology's essay

fb-ing

singing LOUDLY in my head

annoyed by someone.

adakah itu simptom terlebih tekanan?
hermm.

kepada awak

2010-03-07T21:57:00.000-08:00

kepada awak

apa khabar?
sudah sihat sepenuhnya kah?
harap2 sudah sihat cergas dan membulat

minta maaf jikalau lambat untuk mngucapkan
selamat ulangbulan ke 6
saya hampir2 lupa
minta maaf :(

u said i byk kerenah

u said i mengembang

u said i'm effing garang

but u still mahu layan budak annoying yg garang dan badan nya asek mengembang ini

hahaha

sayang kamu

nanti kalau ada duit dan masa lawatlah saya :D

ibu, saya mahu pulang

2010-03-03T03:35:00.001-08:00

ini bukan lah lagu aisyah
walaupun tajuknya sama

ini hanya luahan hati
ingin pulang ke rumah dan makan sepuas-puasnya

adakah itu homesick?
oh saya tidak sebegitu tahu

saya rindu tukol dan siti
dengar khabar rumahtangga mereka goyah
kerana tukol miang-miang mencari pasangan mengawan yg lain
( tukol dan siti adalah nama kucing)

saya rindu bilik kecil saya
di situ saya banyak membuang masa menonton muvi, makan sambil terbaring
serta tido pelbagai aksi

tidak dilupai juga saya rindu mak bapak dan abg2 sekalian
siapa jadi driver mak?
oh suruh lah abang2 dan jgn asyik menjemur bubok untuk dijadikan belacan sahaja
ataupun mencabut rumput seluruh rumah
nanti sakit badan

saya rindu bintulu
saya mahu makan buntut ayam panggang :'(

p/s saya rindu kawan kawan dimana anda berada. ngaaaaaaaaaaa~

first day

2010-03-01T13:04:00.000-08:00

this is my 100th post!
yeay!
pencapaian yg menarik!
sesiapa ingin memberikan kan hadiah sila2 lah memberi :)

so the first day in uni
class started at 8 am
and finished at 9 am
geram tak?

baik tido kat uma je

the first class is bio lecture
since duduk pun agak jauh
frekuensi suara lecturer pon kurang dgr
ditambah dgn kepekatan slang nye
menyebabkan mata ingin tutup setutup tutup nya

kejap lg ada klas.
nak mandi.
tataa.

oh yea. hanis mane kau? rindu kau :(

birthday peep

2010-02-28T16:11:00.001-08:00

happy birthday big bro!

iboh makan rah laksa house

da babi babi

alalalala

new entry

2010-02-28T05:03:00.000-08:00

seleps fly, ramai orang bertanyakan keadaan di tempat orang lain dan ingin kan gambar. jadi saya bercadang untuk menceritakan sedikit dan banyak tentang tempat orang ini. bukan apa, saja saja kerana saya bosan menggoyangkan kaki dan punggung tidak membuat apa2.

okeh hari ini ada program langkah bermula. tgk page ini kalo nak tgk poster dia. program ini untuk bagitahu cara2 untuk hidup di negara orang. best2.

dapat jumpa senior

dapat jumpa junior

dapat jumpa wani

dapat jumpa mia

(p/s anna sila jeles kerana kamu tidak jumpa wani dan mia)

dapat jumpa nora

dapat jumpa ainina

dapat jumpa atikah

dapat jumpa didy

dan ramai ramai lagi.

lepas program itu terus balik rumah kerana mengantuk dan menggolek2 kan diri di atas katil sampai tak ingat dunia.

ok itu sahaja selamat malam. esok dah ada kelas. wish me luck! saya takut!
toodles!

from here to there

2010-02-23T05:27:00.001-08:00

the brain and soul worrying bout it

how have u been doing?

when u r in pain, the others feel too

just do believe someone is needing u.

p/s; please get well soon..

ketupat

2010-02-04T17:28:00.001-08:00

craving for ketupat, lemang and potato wedges.

distance?

2010-01-20T22:01:00.000-08:00

The road to a friend's house is never long.

Danish Proverb

Jadi rakan2. silalah ke rumah :)

current

2010-01-08T03:57:00.000-08:00

current
health status

suara - garau rock . check
suhu badan - suam2 tulang belakang. maybe more than that. check
selera makan - tidak berubah. sentiasa perlu diisi. check
hidung - tersumbat dengan mucus. check

haish tanda2 kurang sihat. grrr

financial status

kepingan duit dalam walet - biru merah dan hijau. check
barangan yang perlu dibeli - belum dibeli. argh dem
angka dalam bank akaun - maybank : minta diisi. cimb: bole la kalo nak idup

tanda2 akan kekurangan duit tidak lama lagi! aiyok!
oppp opppsss satu lagi

vaccine - rm380 (mahal dush keluar lagi duet)

socialising status (bantai je betul ke tak)

my bestfren - msj mesra2. check
my besties - kacau di fb. check
harold mayau - msj ugut. check
anna - bergayut tak lama. check
rose - msj serta mengacau di fb. check
wani - msj manja2 (alamak belom)
mia - contact untuk bertanya keadaan politik di jeli. mungkin minggu depan.
juju - bertanyak keadaan diri dan hidup. check
seha - mesej berbaur usikan. belum. haih
rakan2 lain - mengacau fb mereka - separa check

ok kebosanan di rumah amat menyerlah

relationship status

gadoh - check
gembira - check
gila2 - check
sedih - check
geram - check
mamam - bila lagi ni? junior encik carl panggil. jgn lupa :P

new year

2010-01-01T21:25:00.000-08:00

hepi new year everyone!
tho it is a bit late
tapi nak jugak wish

so how's last year's resolution?
frankly i dun have that list of resolution for each year
i like it spontaneous and i do what i want to do
haha

ok achievement that have been made last year

stay alive in ausmat
make people around me happy :)
i manage to get above 85 for my TER
never stay up until morning! (yes satu pencapaian!)
masuk akasia guna pagar tikus
manage to chop out 5 kg of body weight during exam,. (tho bertahan seminggu shaja)
wander around the whole bintulu at midnight
kawan ngn hanis dan rakan2 dgn lebih mendalam. chewah! wakaka (pencapaian tu. saya pemalu :P)
maths exam result increasing from test to test. (sikit2 lah. takpa)
i found ahmad miqdad :)
saya puasa and solat sunat! weh pencapaian!! saya tidak sebegitu baik. saya tahu. hee
mop rumah kat kolej sampai 5 kali lepas kena fogging
makan aiskrim satu balang sekaligus bersama rakan2 pada suatu petang
(kalau ada sila bagitahu nanti saya tambah)

ok cukuplah tu. nanti kalo ada lagi kite tambah. haha.
btw i didnt went out on the new year eve.
saya dok uma muhasabah diri je. bluek :P

future

2009-12-30T03:43:00.000-08:00

KINDERGARTEN?

check

PRIMARY SCHOOL?

check

SECONDARY SCHOOL?

check

PREPARATION PROGRAM?
it should be specific.

AUSMAT?

check

MONASH UNIVERSITY?

eypp.. be easy..
i'm not that ready yet..
can u wait for while?
let me settle everything bout u
and everything bout me
please..

silent

2009-12-28T14:53:00.000-08:00

being silent is the best way to express anger
is it true?

last kiss

2009-12-27T00:20:00.000-08:00

click here for the song

lagu ini lagu lama. i like this song sejak i heard the song for the first time

sedih?

yup sedih. even separated away from person we love and care pon dah sedih

ni lagi kalo yang meninggal, kan.

hearing this song reminded me to my late grandma

oh bukan kerana arwah nenek suka lagu ini

(dia org old-style, layan lagu joget dan segeng dengan nya)

tambah2 lagi arwah suka mengubah2 lirik mengikut mood nya

jika sedih, memang sayu lah lagu itu

jika marah, paluan gendang imaginasi nya amat kuat

meaning, dia akan mengetuk meja sekuat-kuatnya kerana mengimagine kan bahawa meja itu adalah gendang

dan jika dia terasa rindu, lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh nya amat indah..

i called her nek kurus

ini obviously kerana dia kurus

kurus sangat2

i envy her for that

tapi kalau dia gemuk takkan nak panggil nenek gemok. pelik pulak.

haha

termasuk tahun ni

its been about 4 years she left us

igt lagi time dia meninggal was the day i sit for my bm mid year my exam

ayah datang kat kelas suruh balik

nnti retest dia kata

nenek, i miss you..

although saya rasa rapat dengannya hanya ketika dia sudah nyanyuk

saya tetap sayang nenek kurus

al-fatihah untuk nenek

p/s : saya juga mewarisi gigi taring dari dia. ouh ya masa muda2 dulu dia comel ada lesung pipit dan gigi swing. comel sangat. :")

bintang kecil lagi** saya rindu hanis, irwani, rose, liyana, hasnor dan amalia. miqdad pula memang hari2 saya rindu. hemm.

out~

avatar!

2009-12-26T05:59:00.001-08:00

on not sunny friday evening
kami (identiti dirahsiakan untuk saja2) telah pergi menonton cerita avatar

tahu kah cerita avatar itu?
ada pernah lihat iklan orang berwarna biru?
haa itulah cerita avatar!!

pada mula2 nya mati2 ingatkan cerita katun
heh rupanya salah sama sekali

inilah cerita avatar di dalam imaginasi saya sebelum masuk cinema
bintangkecil : saya tidak tgk pun trailernya. men redah je tgk. haha

oh back to the main objective of this post
avatar is a masterpiece!
walaupun duration agak lama
dalam erm 2 jam lebih jugak la (sumpah masuk lambat pun masih rasa cerita tu lama)

pada mula2 nya tidak begitu memahami cerita
sambil dalam hati berkata
*wth cite apa ni??*
tapi semakin lama cerita menjadi semakin interesting!
seriously!
pergerakan cerita in normal phase. isi ceritanya agak banyak.

kalau nak tahu ceritanya
sila klik di sini
itu trailernya

the interesting part in this movie is when mereka berdoa di pokok suci itu
menarik sungguh! lenggokan badan mereka amat unik!
bahasanya juga menarik hati. (maaf jika salah penggunaan kosa kata)

bukan itu sahaja, grafiknya juga wow
hutan itu amat menarik
jikalau ada hutan di malaysia sebegitu
(apabila terdapat tekanan pada rumput atau tumbuh2an serta pokok, mereka akan mengeluarkan warna yang cantik pada waktu malam)
sudah pasti saya nak bercuti di situ untuk sehari semalam!

kepada mereka yang belum lagi melihat cerita avatar
sila lah ke panggung wayang atau beli lah dvd dan tonton lah cerita ini!
anda akan mengalir hingus serta air mata secara tidak serentak!
rating : 4/5. (umi kata tolak 1 sebab cerita lama)

tgk lah. muka pun dah comel comel je. and mereka terlalu besar jika dibandingkan dengan manusia :)

a saying

2009-12-22T04:40:00.000-08:00

there is a saying

If you want to look young and thin, hang around old fat people.

so guys, you know what you need to do. haha :P